them

I've like a lot
I've had sex with a few
But i've only made love to you

Too bad it would never work though,
Because you're too attached and I'm to set free

You think it's over
And I think it's just begun

Tonight

I've like a lot,
I've fucked a few,
but I've only made love to you.

I know it'll never work,
Because you're too attached
And I'm to set free



Dancing... it's better than sex.

Mango

Mango is an intensely sentimental flavor. It reminds me of when I was a kid. It makes you want the real plane and simple back. When the heck did life get so complicated. Complicated beauty is so such a hard thing to appreciate, even when you think you can. I do miss the simple beauty of youth, no matter what any one says. It's still a part of me and I fight for it to remain, but I feel like most people just push it away. They are to busy drinking, smoking and being depressed. Worrying about all those other things like how you look.

But I guess for everyone it wasn't that simple. But it could be. People don't have enough confidence in each other though, so I don't know if it can ever be a reality.

I hope so though. I really do. Stop fucking trying to be cool. Cool is overrated. Hot is overrated. Beauty is being twisted.

Speak out

Today we got to speak out about the DMA department in a forum. It was good to bring things up finally. The apathetic sentiment has been growing to strong. Hopefully this will be the spark that turns things around. We have a meeting this sunday to discuss further!

I'm getting a bit hesitant about my dreams of living in New York next quarter. I guess I'll just have to see how stuff goes. I feel to attached and comfortable to some things, but I know I should escape. I'm finally getting my groove in LA!

Trash + Crush

I pretended to take out the trash today just so I could "accidentally" run into my neighbors. Well I mean, I really took out the trash, but I hadn't planned to until I heard them outside. The cute one, Nancy, was there. She makes me happy. She asked me to go study with her in Westwood and I told her we could ride on my scooter.

On another note, my roommate Henry and I really opened up to each other for the first time. It was nice. I never expected to become that close to Henry. He's really a shy guy, but it's nice having someone that's always around that you're able to really talk to. It's really a wonderful surprise. Are conversations have definitely moved beyond the preliminary subjects like cooking. Hopefully we will be able to offer each other more insight into our own lives. We'll see!

Long time coming

This is something I've been meaning to do. Only those who look hard enough will really see what I've been missing.